I LOST..

If i could change sumthng..
It would surely be the past..
to take out the one i loved the most..

Yes,it was lovely to b with him..
cuddling with joy in the stream of charm
But now he's gone leaving me alone
in the deserty land with no one around
he'll never be back..I know that well..
Now all I could do is 4get him frm the inner shell..

I wish he never entered my life..
I wish he never showed me heaven..
I wish he never consoled my heart..
& i wish he never loved me like that..

I now lost art to live my life..
To smile at things that make me glad..
To worship God who gave me love
For I lost my breath as of now..

I lost my smiles,I lost my feels
I lost my breath,I lost my self..
I lost my joy,I lost my boy..
I really lost him..& my everything..

He'll never be back..my heart knows well..
Now all I could do is 4get him from my inner shell..

Lord of lords..bless me with strength,
To forget my past,the life of mine..
I know it well,it's never possible..
Yet I beg u to make it able..